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Fandom: New Series Tomorrow People
Rating: PG
Pairing: Adam/Megabyte
Summary: Life moves in a series of changes that sometimes aren't easy to accept. Megabyte's POV. (Companion fic to "The Rhythm of Time").
Warnings/Disclaimer: I don't own NSTP. I have never seen NSTP. Yes, I know, not a good way to impress people or make them read your fic but let's just say it was out of my hands. Therefore, this ficlet should be OOC. Read at your own risk

Notes: Gift ficlet written for Arcada (Lady Shadowphyre). Merry Christmas!

Thanks a lot to Anne for the beta!

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The sun woke me. It was quite annoying since I was having a good dream. I tried to fall back asleep but I couldn't. How could I with an annoying ray of sunshine directed at my eyes? Giving up, I groaned, rubbed my eyes with the back of my hands, and sat up.

What happened then was something that I thought only occurred in the movies. In a flash, the events of last night came back to me; as if I was being laughed at for forgetting something so important, even for an instant.

Adam had kissed me.

That explained a lot of things, or at least why I had fallen asleep in the ship instead of teleporting back home. I remembered that I had needed time to think, so I had laid down in the floor. I must have fallen asleep. Great! That's just perfect; I can't even stay awake to figure out my romantic life.

That thought almost made me choke on my own saliva. I had a romantic life, kind of. Adam and I hadn't discussed anything and I could only hope that things wouldn't be awkward the next time we saw each other. Adam was my best friend, and no matter what happened, or didn't happen between us, I hoped it would stay that way.

I wasn't sure what a kiss meant. I've never had to deal with these types of situations before. After all, it was my first kiss. Did it mean that we were now together? Maybe it didn't mean anything. Maybe it could happen again or it could be a once in a lifetime thing. He should have said something; he should have talked to me.

Ours wasn't /his/ first kiss. I knew about Lucy Allen. She and Adam had dated, so he had dealt with this type of thing before. Still, he had left, with a small smile on his face but without telling me anything. And to make matters more complicated, he is a boy. I had never questioned my sexuality before. I thought I was straight, since that's what's normal, and what should be expected of me, but now I don't know anything. I'm not even sure I'm gay either.

Standing up, I looked around, wishing that there was something to throw. Being frustrated wasn't a good thing, so I tried to calm myself by taking deep breaths.

What happened last night had felt good. Trying to figure out my sexuality based on only one event would only screw things up. The only thing I needed to know was that Adam's kiss had been right, and that I wouldn't mind if it happened again.

'Romantic life' was an alien concept for me. 'Friendship' was something I was more familiar with. Adam was my friend, and nothing would change that. I smiled. And if we occasionally kissed, then so be it.

Dad would probably be worried, so I decided to teleport back. Then, I would go see Adam, and things would be the same as they had always been. Well, almost the same, but I didn't think he would mind.

- The End-

And here is the icon I promised. I hope you like it.

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